After speaking with Hedy and Anteros, Himeros decided to follow his brother's advice and seek out his mother. Perhaps she would be in her temple. He was wary of looking for Ares and asking him where she was.
Himeros entered his mother's temple, breathing in the scent of perfumed incense and flowers. Smiling to himself, he decided that some thing just never changed.
He walked around, hand fondly running over the surfaces of the statues and altars, the pillars and tables heaped with offerings.
He stopped in the center of the temple, voice sweet and loving as he called for the one person he missed more than his brothers or Pothos. "Mum? Mum? Can I speak to you please?"
Mum, otherwise known as Aphrodite, the Goddess of Love.
August 5 2005, 17:39:48 UTC 6 years ago
She stepped into the room from one of the side doors that let to the pool and garden area, dressed traditionally in a chiton the color of the ocean. WIth one raied brow, she held her hand out towards her child, before rotating her finger slowly turn... I want to see you.
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Himeros tried to look affronted at her wing comment but it only came off as amused. "Mum, I am not a child. And my wings are not a mess."
He unfolded them from where they were hidden, surreptitiously glancing at them. "They look fine," he muttered to himself, following his mother to the gardens.
August 6 2005, 03:03:00 UTC 6 years ago
She nodded lightly as she took his hand, leading them to a bench among her roses. Sitting him down, she sat beside him, her fingers reaching behind him to preen at his wings.
Of course you're not a child. But you are my child. So what's on your mind, darling?
August 6 2005, 03:28:01 UTC 6 years ago
"Mum, I have just spoken with Anteros and Hedylogos. I have missed my brothers - Eros I have not yet seen. We talked about certain things and the most..disturbing news I have heard."
He turned to look her in the eye. "Is is true, Mum? War has found Olympus?"
August 6 2005, 03:38:50 UTC 6 years ago
she smiled, brushing a ksis against his cheek, absently fluffing feathers
Ares has always been on Olympus, darling.
August 6 2005, 03:46:59 UTC 6 years ago
Tilting his head and frowning at her. "Mum, you know that is not what I meant. What is this about Ares usurping Zeus' throne?"
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"Another thing, Anteros and I were wondering... What is our part in this? Does Ares require anything of us?" He would not know what to do if the new King of the gods did.
August 6 2005, 04:25:15 UTC 6 years ago
As for you? Ares, I think, wants those loyal to Olympus to stand against Hades, to protect their homes. Not as warriors, those that aren't... But to support.
August 6 2005, 04:33:42 UTC 6 years ago
"I am loyal to Olympus, Mother, and to our family. I will do what is needed. And I know Anteros will do the same, even if he is wary about being involved in something of this magnitude. All I want is peace and some happy place to live in delight in - I had that but without my loved ones, so I returned."
Looking up at her. "How have you been? Are you and Ares still..." He trailed off, not exactly sure how to finish that question and just hoping she would understand.
August 6 2005, 04:58:14 UTC 6 years ago
She stroked his hair with one hand, fingers still stroking feathers through with her other hand.
It's all I'll ask of you, baby, in this... support.
smiling softly, she bent, placing a kiss upon his cheek
Ares is now, and shall always be the other half of my soul. Who knows... give him a few more millenia, he might make an honest goddess of me.
August 6 2005, 05:13:41 UTC 6 years ago
"You will always have my support, mum. Always. Just like my siblings and Pothos will have it. And as for Ares, I cannot believe he will ever make an honest woman out of you - is he capable of fidelity? I am sure that you are since you are the goddess of love - but as long as you are happy, as am I."
August 6 2005, 05:31:38 UTC 6 years ago
Oh, I'm sure he's capable of it as I am, though I doubt either of us will ever practice monagamy. But then I see no real reason for that, no matter how honest we ever are. Or relationship works for us as is.
August 6 2005, 05:37:05 UTC 6 years ago
Sighing dramatically. "If only I could find love... Anteros is happy. Eros has always had Psyche. You have Ares. Harmonia has her beau - who is it by the way? But I... I am alone."
August 6 2005, 05:49:57 UTC 6 years ago
She leaned back against the bench, quite comfortable with the grown man that was her son laying in her lap, fingers sliding through his hair, rubbing at his neck.
Anteros is rarely happy, as he wants everything. He has time to learn. I have Ares, but never think our relationship is an easy one. Harmonia - Nothing is easy about her current beau. I think she's guilty about Kadmos, as well as in terrible straits with Ares over her choice... He's forbidden her to be with Strife.
August 6 2005, 06:14:00 UTC 6 years ago
His eyes drifted close, seeing perfectly his siblings in his mind's eye. "Anteros seems happy now. He and Antigone still fightbut as you said, they have time and he does truly love her. And I know Ares and you have a complicated relationship - it is Ares! - but you love him. And Harmonia?" Thinking of his sister. "She will find a way. She is, after all, our sister."
August 6 2005, 06:20:46 UTC 6 years ago
And you, baby... don't even think of what would be different were you mortal... It's much the same as wondering how life were differ if you were a tree. You will find what you need, once you know what it really is.
August 6 2005, 06:27:04 UTC 6 years ago
Nodding absently. "What do I need? I shall have to think more on that. I know what I want though - to feel what it is you feel when you look upon Ares, when Anteros looks upon Antigone, when Eros looks upon Psyche... That. That is what I want."
August 6 2005, 06:35:21 UTC 6 years ago
You are fully and completely loved, baby. And you love fully and completely. Your time will come...But do not rush it. Things come when you do not look.